Bet you thought this one would be a rant about some web host right? not today! Yet agan I managed to fall asleep on the couch with the TV on at like 9pm when there were friends over being social on the back deck. This has become a trend with me lately even when I have a few days off from work and I’m more than a little concerned that it might point to a larger issue or problem. One possibility is that its a side effect from me quitting smoking (over 2 weeks now cold-turkey and going strong), which honestly wouldn’t surprise me in the least. Another idea is that its somehow linked to the changing seasons as its only become a real issue in the past like month as the weather has started cooling down. Other ideas bouncing around my head are that its linked to the fact that I’ve been working night shift for over a year now and I’m nearly 30, its not like its going to get easier on my body to work 4 days as a night worker and then 3 days like a normal person being awake during the day.
Ignoring the theories as to why the fact of the matter is that it pisses me off because I miss out on spending time with friends and generally being human. Also it makes me feel like a total douchebag because its kind of rude to just go to sleep when you have guests over but I’ve found that not even Redbull can keep me awake very long past about 9pm when I am off work. Hopefully when my shift changes to daylight in like another month I can get to some kind of normalcy because this nonsense is starting to wear my patience thin.